Words of gratitude for Thay from Cambridge Sangha
Last month Cambridge Sangha offered a ceremony to mark two years of Thay’s passing. Some Sangha members read offerings remembering and appreciating Thay, which we share below:
Thay in my heart by Joy Magezis (True Wonderful Commitment)
Thay in my heart
Glimpses drift back
Of what I remember from, of him
How Thay erased blackboard
His slow ease, such awareness
Unlike me, teaching at college
Thay’s calm clarity rubbed off
As I took up his practices
Transmission energy from taking trainings
I can just see Thay
Making motions like throwing a ball
Keep letting go and letting go
Letting go of my ideas
Of who I am and who you are
Thay smiles, I’m like a cloud up here
And rain down there as you
Depth of that understanding
Of teacher, Buddha in each one
Brings confidence, he says
Courage to be Bodichitta
Thay teaches of Beginners Mind
Awakening that in me
As he tells of entering monastery
Feeling the good, true and beautiful
On Thay’s first return to Vietnam
Connecting with commonalities
Saying monastics are good communists
As no money or possessions
Grateful to be in delegation
After grief, activism at war destruction
So healing to return with Thay
Great privilege being apart of peace
Thay teaches walking meditation
With wide smile and love
To hundreds in Binh Dinh temple
Explains he treats nuns and monks equally
Monastics and grey-robed lay
Powerful mindfulness with our steps
Thay says, all should practice
Beyond offering devotion
Take vow, when see anger rising
Don’t do or say anything
Breathe, do walking meditation
Don’t want to hurt ourselves or others
Thay tells of peace treaty
Buddhist psychology with inner seeds
Family reconciliation
Vietnamese friends say this makes sense
Teenagers join retreat
To hear Grandfather Zen Master
They’re shocked hearing of western discontent
Money can’t buy happiness
Happiness, surprise of Vietnamese
To have westerners practice with them
I’m so pleased, touched being with sangha
If Vietnam can heal, so can my heart
In England Thay holds my granddaughter’s hand
Playing naturally, so kindly with children
Telling them of his boyhood
We’re all so glad to listen
In Germany I give Thay my poems
Wonderful, he says accepting them
I feel his light radiating
And his grounded humanity
In Lower Hamlet, I hold Thay’s ashes
Feeling sacred energy in my palm
I vow to practice deeply
Scatter Thay on edge of lotus pond
Words of gratitude for Thay by Rachel Sackin-Poll
I first encountered Thay through his book ‘The Miracle of Mindfulness’. The depth, clarity and compassion of his words touched me deeply. ‘Here is someone who really understands life’, I thought. I felt he put into words vague feelings and intuitions that I carried inside whilst also introducing me to ideas and practices that were entirely new to me. Reading this book felt like I was entering a portal into another world, indeed, another way of living and experiencing reality and myself.
Although I never physically met Thay, over the years that followed Thay has continued to both inspire and challenge me. When sufferings such as anxiety, doubt and a sense of the mundane have begun to take hold he has gently restored my faith in the miracle and wonder of life in me and around me. And, at other times, he has lovingly shaken up my way of perceiving things, inviting me to look again, and helping me to shine a light on habitual patterns so deep that I took them to be me.
I am also so grateful for the way in which Thay’s spirituality embraces Mother Earth, showing us the link between taking care of ourselves and our dear planet. As such, Thay has made me feel not only just ok about hugging trees and talking to flowers, but has given me new subject matter and questions with which to reverently and joyfully approach these aspects of nature!
So, thank you dear sangha for providing me the opportunity to reflect on Thay in this way and to recall the many ways in which I may still feel Thay’s presence and guidance in my daily life.